Leaving...

Today, im leaving my lovely home
Going to Matrikulasi Selangor...
Actually I really don't wanna go
But I'm forced to.
In order not to worry my parents, at last Im leaving
I love my home
And I scare to leave, but I have to
I think Im crying everyday
scary yeah
Never gonna leave my house for so long time.
And so far by my own
Luckily handphone is allowed there, I can contact them anytime.
Friends, I'll miss you all
Forget me not ya
I really feel scare and wanna cry now
I told my mum that I'm not willing to leave 
But they didn't allow me to
This is the 1St time  they force me
So i know how strong their willing to send me there
So...
This is the end.
Im shutting down my laptop later.
Bye my friend,Wish me please


Have a nice day*

Throwing my rubbish~

Yay i don't know why suddenly i think about it,
and too bad I am the one who really hate choosing
Truthfully i DO hate choosing.
Because i do hate that i would make a wrong decision
And it will drive my whole life to the wrong side haha
My mum said this is because I kiasu.
Yay sure I kiasu
I guess every students from chinese school have the attitude=.=
I think every chinese do kiasu.


You can see
Since we are born, we are always in the situation of comparison
Don't believe?
See ya


When a mummy is feeding a baby, and another aunty is also feeding her baby beside
the mummy will say, eat faster! you see, the baby there is faster than you!
What's the matter if the baby eat faster than me huh?
It's not my business ok.
But mothers do compare among all
why?
Because they kiasu lo=.=


They also caompare our height and weight and looks since we are born==
And after we attend to school,even kindergarten,
they will start comparing our studies such as are we speak in english fluently, is our writing nice, is the kindergarten a famous one,and so on


After we have attended primary school, comparison start again
is the primary school good, which class are u in, which place do u get bla bla bla
Finally it comes to UPSR
Here they will see how 'good' your children are
If u get 7 As, some of them sill say wow! good job
Someone who envy will say I wonder how come your children will get such result with parents don't even finish their studies.
No matter how, if you get full As, it just like proof that you're a good child ==
Why huh?
Why the quality of a children should be justify by the result of a exam?
Why Why Why
I do pity those who didn't get good result or get blame one


I am lucky that I always get full As in those so called government exam
So I am always praised by my relatives
But do u know it brings me stress also
I can't imagine what will they say if i didn't get it
They kept saying that 'girl girl (yay they called me girl girl xD) you're from jit sin sure you can make it!
What the hell!
Undeniably it's not as hard as other i guess
But it's not an easy job for me ok...
Luckily i've made it at last
Luckily, im jz too lucky.
Of couse, i had put loads of effort 
Im sure if someone put as much effort as me he/she will get much achievement than me
Truthfully.
Im serious!
I think my IQ is too low.
I have to put much effort than others to get the same achivement to them.
Why Why Why
But I still have to do it.
Arghhh


But I am toooo lucky that my parents never care for my results
For them, it will be much better if I do more housework but not get 100 in exam XD
Yay i do agree them
But i am too lazy to do housework
My dream is to ave a maid haha
But my dad wont make it true for me ==
They were more nervous than me before days I got my SPM result
They kept telling me,
SPM is not a matter for my study~
Haha
They can't imagine what if I get less than 8As
haha
Me either~
I am sorry that i worried them...
Because of my kiasunism==


Got one funny thing i wanna share with you,
My every new year is kinda boring
And one of my uncle likes to say Im getting fatter every year
Every time i was angry, What's the matter im fatter every year har?
Is it your business?
Kepoci!
But this year i was no longer angry or unhappy
U know why?
Because I suddenly notice that her daughter's result is worse than me, and she's shorter than me
So i think if I don't let him laugh at my weight,
Maybe he gonna commit suicide~
As there's nothing more to compete with me
But I do pity my cousin.
Why she has to compete with me?!


So the conclusion is, i really hate chinese's kiasunism.
It brings innovation for sure
But it brings me stress!!
I hate it.
Can I throw it away?
Kinda hard ya.
What the hell.
Speechless.
I also don't know why suddenly think of it
Maybe Im sick of the jpa issue?


anyway

Have A Nice Day*

Kind of lazy... Sorry for the late post.

At last, I back to Jitsin, form6
But, I don't think I can go overseas or even better uni with my form6 result.
Damn lack of self-confident u know
And feel kinda desperate.
Why?
Because seeing all the students are damn hard working now
but I was like a worm
Do nothing everyday beside having siesta XD
What can I do?
I don't know
Im having tuition for account only
And I found that Im not that good in my account, truthfully
Though those guys thought im really good in it
But actually I know, sometimes I fall in confusing.
Too bad, aren't i
I thought Form 6 was not that hard before I really take it
And I've found it's damn hard after I took it
Before I really back to form 6
I thought it's not really that hard to get cgpa 3.8 and above
But after I back
I found it is 
And I don't think I can really make it 
Though Mr. Laoyao always says I can
But truthfully I really don't think so!
I don't even self-confident to get band 4 in MUET
But it's a must.
Gotta put tonnes effort!
By the way
still don't know which tuition centre to go =(
Yeah my study life is full of fun
And I know new friends~
Happy!
But still feeling desperate to my future
Full of unsure
Parents did ask me
Why am I so picky?
Why don't I just go to a private college and just simply pick a accounting foundation?
But I still don't know which field should I go for
And I don't know which college should I go to
Im quite strong in my account, I know
But it's not very strong
Do you know that I do hate accountant's working environment?
It's damn boring
I was feeling that I want to escape when I was working
That's why.
And
Study overseas is always my dream
 I really wanna make it true
though it's damn hard for me
And damn low chance.
I can say, actually almost certainly I can't make it
But,
who knows? XD
Gonna screw myself!
Anyway, think positively is very very very important!
I found that im negative minded =(






Have a Nice Day*

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MISSING!

friends, i found that i damn miss u!!
And do u noe...
U're the only friends who noe my blog!
bcz i wish to share ol my lil things with u all
i DO love u all!
Pei, Moi moi, laoyao, pwen
dey r leaving and left.
Harn, yingu, kean chon are leaving too!
Friends, now i noe y i owaz wish to hang out,
because i really wanna chit chat wif u all!
Forget me not ya~

Damn Moody....

I was fed up all the day
And feel like dont wanna eat anything...
Because of the stupid thing....
I must say...
WHAT THE HELL!!
Damn disappointed.
Because everyone including my bro's teacher kept saying i sure gt
But at last i didnt
So sad la wei....
So...
I kept emo all the day.
I nid someone's cmfort...
And i dont know where to go.
F6,UTAR or TARC?
So annoying....
If i gt teacher sure i fly thr~
Because the programme i chose is sending students to overseas.
Anyway
I still emo...
TT

Today --- BC and Gurney

Today I went BC with excited mood, because we were going to gurney tonight!
But, suddenly... Jason said he could make it today!!
I was like !!! wat?!
And finally he made it~
He asked his friend, a Japanese girl to hang out with us, too!


After dismiss we departed, and it was quite jam....
We were so noisy at the car hahaha
So funny~
Yoko was so polite omg... 
I do like Japanese girl because they really so soft, so polite~
And we discuss about totoro, Pricess Mononoke and Conan!
ahahaha i was like a 38 po...
Kept shouting~
Hahahaha
Damn happy la.
And Jason was acting cute ==
So terrible~
Sorry for teasing u jason~
U're pretty ok~
U're the prettiest among us!
Jason showed us his ex-gf photos,
The latest one is pretty!
And sometimes Jason is prettier than his gf haha
After talk talk talk finally we reached Gurney~
As we were hungry we went 4 food!
And Jason introduced a new friend to us---> Ji Young
I don't really know how to spell her name~
Sorry if i'm wrong!
She is cute, I like her eyes, special~
And we were eatingx3 and waiting for Jia
Jia we miss u~~
And Jia said she was at egate tesco?!
Oh my~~
How come??
I also don't know.
Today we were damn lucky that there was an aunty came in and ask us, do u all eat more than rm100?
We said yes, then she gave us a rm50 voucher!
She said because it's going to expired tomorrow, but she's not gonna eat!
AHHHHH so lucky!
So, we save rm50, but yet spend 200+
haha
i love 小笼包！
Then kept talkin～
I asked Ji Young how to take care of skin~
And she usually use Hanskin
o0
I cn buy it on9 too!
Finally jia arrived when we ate finish haha
After paying we go TBS
Because i told them TBS was cheap and i wanna buy toner
And we tried all the tester in the shop without buying anything ><
so embarassing~
Actually i did wanna buy 
But i found that it's MFG date was 1 year ago, so i gave up.
I dislike things that feel like not "fresh"
I wanted to buy an e.d.t too, I dislik da japanese cherry blossom, prefer the rose one.
Kinda cheap. rm79
Body mist is even cheaper, rm45
But i don't really like the smell~
And then, we went Crabtree.
It was nice, but we didn't buy anything as Eileen said its too expensive.
Then we just walk for awhile and we're back as it was quite late already.
Jason, Ji Young and Yoko were walking back!
I obey you!
I back by Sin Thoong's car.
Too bad we forgot to photos. 
But i guess Jason took some.
I'll get from him and upload if u guys allow!


Thank you Sin Thoong!
Thank you guys for giving me such a good time!
Thanks for everything~
I love you all~ ahaahaa
That's all for today~



Have a nice* day