Throwing my rubbish~

Yay i don't know why suddenly i think about it,
and too bad I am the one who really hate choosing
Truthfully i DO hate choosing.
Because i do hate that i would make a wrong decision
And it will drive my whole life to the wrong side haha
My mum said this is because I kiasu.
Yay sure I kiasu
I guess every students from chinese school have the attitude=.=
I think every chinese do kiasu.


You can see
Since we are born, we are always in the situation of comparison
Don't believe?
See ya


When a mummy is feeding a baby, and another aunty is also feeding her baby beside
the mummy will say, eat faster! you see, the baby there is faster than you!
What's the matter if the baby eat faster than me huh?
It's not my business ok.
But mothers do compare among all
why?
Because they kiasu lo=.=


They also caompare our height and weight and looks since we are born==
And after we attend to school,even kindergarten,
they will start comparing our studies such as are we speak in english fluently, is our writing nice, is the kindergarten a famous one,and so on


After we have attended primary school, comparison start again
is the primary school good, which class are u in, which place do u get bla bla bla
Finally it comes to UPSR
Here they will see how 'good' your children are
If u get 7 As, some of them sill say wow! good job
Someone who envy will say I wonder how come your children will get such result with parents don't even finish their studies.
No matter how, if you get full As, it just like proof that you're a good child ==
Why huh?
Why the quality of a children should be justify by the result of a exam?
Why Why Why
I do pity those who didn't get good result or get blame one


I am lucky that I always get full As in those so called government exam
So I am always praised by my relatives
But do u know it brings me stress also
I can't imagine what will they say if i didn't get it
They kept saying that 'girl girl (yay they called me girl girl xD) you're from jit sin sure you can make it!
What the hell!
Undeniably it's not as hard as other i guess
But it's not an easy job for me ok...
Luckily i've made it at last
Luckily, im jz too lucky.
Of couse, i had put loads of effort 
Im sure if someone put as much effort as me he/she will get much achievement than me
Truthfully.
Im serious!
I think my IQ is too low.
I have to put much effort than others to get the same achivement to them.
Why Why Why
But I still have to do it.
Arghhh


But I am toooo lucky that my parents never care for my results
For them, it will be much better if I do more housework but not get 100 in exam XD
Yay i do agree them
But i am too lazy to do housework
My dream is to ave a maid haha
But my dad wont make it true for me ==
They were more nervous than me before days I got my SPM result
They kept telling me,
SPM is not a matter for my study~
Haha
They can't imagine what if I get less than 8As
haha
Me either~
I am sorry that i worried them...
Because of my kiasunism==


Got one funny thing i wanna share with you,
My every new year is kinda boring
And one of my uncle likes to say Im getting fatter every year
Every time i was angry, What's the matter im fatter every year har?
Is it your business?
Kepoci!
But this year i was no longer angry or unhappy
U know why?
Because I suddenly notice that her daughter's result is worse than me, and she's shorter than me
So i think if I don't let him laugh at my weight,
Maybe he gonna commit suicide~
As there's nothing more to compete with me
But I do pity my cousin.
Why she has to compete with me?!


So the conclusion is, i really hate chinese's kiasunism.
It brings innovation for sure
But it brings me stress!!
I hate it.
Can I throw it away?
Kinda hard ya.
What the hell.
Speechless.
I also don't know why suddenly think of it
Maybe Im sick of the jpa issue?


anyway

Have A Nice Day*